Special Someone

Dear Isaac Chang,

Its funny how we have so much history together. Ive known you for about 6 months now, and so much has happened. Never would i have thought we would be here now. Back in April, i just met you at the not for sale concert. Pretty sure that was sort of awkward because you had no idea who i was and i was talking to you like you were my buddy. Sorry i apologize for that. hehe. But look at us now, alot different huh? Before i go on, i wanted to say, sorry if i was ever rude or mean to you before. I didnt mean to be and i wish i wasnt. Im so glad that i know you now, and i wont ever regret that.

It feels nice to have someone always be there for you no matter what happens. Theyll be standing when everything else falls, theyll be that hand to help you up, and theyll be that step to help you strive. Well that someone for me, is you. I know ferser that i can always count on you. From our big problems to just tiny tasks, i know that i can trust you. There will always be speed bumps through the journey, but dont let it ever stop you from doing what you want to do. Strive for it, reach further than you aim for. Just like my 3,557. i hoped i got even close to 2,500 until i saw the rockets. Then i realized i was WAY passed 2,500 :D I know whenever i have a really bad day, i can go to you to vent and youll make me feel better :]

I like how we kind of just click. We always have something to talk about. Whether it be football, cars, friends, shopping or drama, we never run out of things to talk about. I love how we can relate to each other about our sports. How we get hurt and how competitive we get during practices. we can talk about how retarded our coaches were that day or how hard practice was. that just pushes us more to doing what we love. we share the pain that our sport brings us, whether physical or emotional. we tell each other about the stories of getting hurt and the stories how much we hate going to practices. Guess its a love hate relationship with dance and wrestling.

Thats prolly the best part about you. We almost never get into arguements. Pretty sure its cause youre wayyy too nice. I mean seriously dude, who makes up excuses to go buy starbucks... I guess you do BUT thats not a bad thing... I think :p I have to say thank you to that. Stop feeding me carbs otherwise ill never be able to lose weight in comp season -.- BUT HEY sugar is always welcome :] ya know like kit kat and twixxx. hehe. dont worry i wont be bouncing off the walls, thats retarded. Okay, right now im just kinda ranting cuz its like 1:30 am and i had alot of like idk food for dinner so bear with me AND i just watched that A.S.S mini movie... THAT WAS QUITE FUNNY. I LIKE..... the bug go BAH.

Inside jokes.....SOCKS. um yea. we have a BUNCH of those things. Dont be scared when you look into the mirror and you see socks. Its normal. oh yea and please pay attention when walking through a doorway cause the WOODEN DOOR SWINGS BACK AND FORTH. yea dangerous things. BUT its okay ill save you cuz imma fly through your floorboards :D Friends... PRAM, RICHOLI. CORK, LAWRMILY. Great friends they are.especially PRAM and LAWRMILY. None the less, it all sums up to rintoo and hoho :] two of the greatest animals in ni hao kailan. its crazy how the personalities of rintoo matches you EXACTLY. o.o scarys. and i guess hoho's doestoo. i think the script writers are stalking us. okay even crazier is that rintoo and hoho are 2 years apart.... just like us. Their flying through our floorboards...careful now.

hey um... DONT PULL AN ISAAC CHANG. yupp. worst thing you could do in your WHOLE life. Funny story behind this. But i think it was my fault to start with. If i kind of like thought harder and pushed the door,you wouldnt have had your key drop off the keychain then called your dad then wait and everything. so much for knocking on wood :[ sorryss. really am. mehhh. that day was pretty crazy. everything we said has pretty much come true. Like we talked about seeing michael chiang 15 min before we got off the car and BAM there he was eating at five guys. then were like damn watch this be a mission kids get together. sitting down in paneara and we see Swahib eating with his girlfriend. get our food and sit down and Alissa Gwynn comes walking in with her little gang. ohhh dears. i thought i was like going insane or something that day. CRAZYYY freaking day that was ._.

We have the COOLEST adventures. especially the one into the city. that day was overall and funass day. Shopping was crazy with emily. almost 2 hours at forever 21 and another like hour of walking around aimlessly looking for emilys fav cafe and going to 5 stores too look for SPRITE. finally got that at seven-eleven. which mean you and your gang spent like 3 hrs at selfedge trying on jeans that you guys can wash for 209376523 years. eughh disguustinnnggg. but that reminds me of your parking ticket :/ i feel baddd. if we took bart you wouldnt have gotten it. sighh. BUT i hope you had fun just as much as I DID YAYY :] oh yea and for draging you and lawrence to juicy for like a hr. loved to exercise from the 4 flights of stairs huh? :p hope you got a taste of the world that i love.. PINK STUFFS. emilys prolly gonna go like -.- this if she reads that part. Im looking forward to the crazier ones we have in the future. its gonna be UBER FUNNN :D yayyy.

Overall youre such a great guy. no lie. dont ever change and i dont think you have to change for me. youre pretty much perfect. were human and we all make mistakes. Youre so caring, its amazing. You make sure that everyone has a ride or if your friends have eaten lunch. if they havent you never hesitate to share your lunch. its hard to get mad at you or even stay mad at you. i guess your too special :] even tho ive done not such nice things to you, you never get mad at me. sometimes i think you will, but you dont. Ive never had anyone buy me starbucks just coming to my house, let alone make an excuse to buy it too. youre WAYY too nice. not kidding. you go out of your way to get things done. No matter what it takes, youre determined to get it done. Thank you. Thank you for everything you have done for me. i really do appreciate it.

Youre my friend, my bestfriend. The one ill never forget because everything youve done for me was just to great to be erased. No matter where life takes us, please stay in mine. I dont care if were lovers or friends, just be here forever.

Love,

Cherielynn Tsay

Lawrmily, Cork, and Pram?

Dear Hoho,

All the best to you for Thanksgiving! I heard you got a score of 3,557? Rintoo promised that he would do anything you asked of him for one day if you got anything higher than a 2,500. However, out of all things to choose from, I still don’t understand why you asked me to write about people I don’t even know well. But, I did say I would do whatever you asked me for so here it is.

Lawrmilly. Did you hear about how Lawr left Milly so he could finish his college applications? It was a bit of a shock to say the least. He didn’t even end up doing college apps. Nobody knows for sure what's up with him but rumors have been flying fast and furious that he didn’t even do his college apps and ended up going to his friend’s house to play Halo. I hope Lawr will make it up to Milly on Friday when we all go on our adventure to the city. He really is a nice fun guy who enjoys scary movies. I’m sure you don’t want me to go into further details about that :P If he ever tries to scare you I will have ninjas rise up from his floorboards...

Milly on the other hand seems like a very nice girl. Remember that one time when we were making headbands for Halloween? And the other time when we had our adventures at Target when you were chasing her all over the store? Emily is a very fun and interesting girl who deserves a guy like Lawrence. I think she is a great match for him.

I am quite busy these days working on my college applications. Every day, I am deeply engaged in this vigorous task and you ask me to write about Cork. Really? Out of everything you could have asked from me, you asked me to write about two people I have never even talked to. I really have nothing much to say about Coco or Mark but, if they are going to San Francisco with us, I would love to take that opportunity to meet them. They do seem like such nice people.

As for Pram, they are two very cool and interesting people. Aside from you, Sam is my other best friend. He is my young padawan. I am going to train him so he will grow up to become a non retarded Jedi. But from the looks of it right now, it’s not going so great. He needs to step up his game and use the force at school and get good grades. On the other hand, he is a very nice guy who always provides for his friends. Every time we go out to eat, he usually pays for me. Whenever I go to his house, I always end up eating half of his food supply. We have many inside jokes such as “We no speak Americano” and “getting cyphered”. Sometimes I feel bad cyphering him, something that happened on a daily basis. Therefore, I decided to stop under one condition: every time he made fun or talked smack about you, he would get cyphered. So if anything ever happens, just call securrrrrity, I got your back. I know how ruuuuude he can get sometimes.

I have to go now and attend to family duties. My college applications need to be completed and my mother wants me to help her clean the house. You are so lucky you don’t have to do college apps or clean the house.

As for the pageant, you will win! Have faith in yourself. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. And if you ever feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
Keep me posted whenever you can. I would really enjoy receiving letters/blog posts from you which reminds me that you still owe me one. ;)

Your buddy,


Rintoo

I Love You

My Beloved,

I love you! Just writing that puts a smile on my face. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak. All you have to do is smile, and it can make my day.

I love you because of your sweetness, your kindness, your tenderness, and your thoughtfulness.

I love you because you are my dear friend and loving companion.
You smile at my silly jokes and enjoy my youthful spirit. I love how we have so many inside jokes such as "Ima cut you", the adventures of Kailan, and socks.



I love you because I have a longing to be close to you and you long to be close to me. I love snuggling with you in front of a TV as we watch scary movies. I love when you hide under your blanket and bury your head in my arms during the scary scenes. I love to be near you. I love holding your hand on a walk during the day, holding your hands while I drive, and holding your hands across the table at a restaurant at night.

I love you because you listen to me as I share the small triumphs or struggles of the day. I love how both our bodies have so many problems due to the sports we do. I will talk about how hard football practice was and you will tell me how hard your dance teacher pushed you today.



I love you because in moments of friction between us, you hear me out. Even when you don't agree with me, you listen with a longing to understand me. I love how you always get really angry at me when I tease you or make fun of you.

I love you because you respect me. You honor the person that I am, rather than try to make me into someone I am not. You suffer my imperfections and my shortcomings largely without complaint.

I love you because you appreciate me. You enjoy my attentiveness and appreciate my efforts to please you. You appreciate my generosity to yourself and my generosity toward others.

I love you,

Isaac

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.